i am severely disappointed.

not to mention depressed. not only was the first twilight trailer about 20 seconds long, but totally unlike the book. still having a seriously difficult time with the whole cast as well. hello OC: the movie. is it really necessary? i think not. at any rate that is no longer my only legitimate fear//worry. the trailer is wrong...in more ways than one. it does not follow the book and yes i realize that its a movie so of course it wont follow exactly. but we are not talking preciseness anymore. we're talking NOT AT ALL. it cuts out everything. such important things too. its like unreal. i'm seriously upset. all this crap about making it right and perfect so the avid readers such as myself will actually enjoy it...i'm convinced that its crap now. they also just put up the first "full length clip" which is by the way ridiculous. i mean its not the like the book and i realize that cam gigandet is james who is obviously bad. but more than that they make him ugly which is really sad actually because he is seriously attractive, but even more than that he makes weird grunting noises that are just awkward to say the least. i am now very upset with the fact that even stephenie meyer is saying oh this movie is going to be great and perfect and yadda yadda yadda. its all lies. i cant handle it. its just not right to take something so fabulous and turn it into...for lack of a better work crap. i mean don't get me wrong i'm not saying that it won't be alright (although i'm beginning to have my serious doubts...) but it won't be the book. which as i recall was the whole point. granted that the author is actually an active role in this movie. i thought it would be better. i thought she would absolutely make sure that it was right. because she should. it's only going to be a letdown and that is not ok. now that i'm done venting, go ahead and watch the clip here http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?vid=237340
and with that i will pathetically state that i will still be there midnight opening day. so much for sticking it to the man. i am weak.